Who you really are

Let go of your seeming mishaps, feelings of failure, disappointments, especially in self.
All your struggles had a higher purpose and carried within them special gifts. 
They have granted you with humbleness, compassion and deeper understanding of this existence and the challenges of the human condition. 
All these will serve you immensely in your next chapter. 
You are not a failure, but a soul who has agreed in advance to go through these struggles to learn and grow and consequently aid the human race with these understandings. 
You have come here with a role and so far you have followed through the most challenging yet rewarding part. 
You are about to see and understand why and how rewarding all you went through will be.
Everything had a reason and built you into who you are today.
Let it all go now
Embrace trust and faith
Your life is about to change 
You are about to put to work
All that you have learned
You are not a failure
You are about to see
That you are actually 
A huge success
You have been so brave, courageous
Determined and committed 
You have wavered ‘worldly successes’
For the sake of your truth, your growth
Your faith.
All this has turned you into spiritual warrior 
And you are about to see the fruits of your labor and dedication. 
Lightworkers who have been scattered and sometimes very lonely are now to be united with like minded in their soul groups to strengthen and co create. 
You have worked long years to prepare for this moment
You are ready
Nearing your new chapter 
You have been reviewing your life
As you have been given endless scenes of the past to further understand
Why things occurred the way they did
And what could have been done better for all involved
Much like what happens at the actual passing of one’s life
Because you are in fact ‘passing’
Into a new one.
All is being reviewed, understood 
For the purpose of total Release. 
You are to release
All of life the way you knew it
All of who you thought you were
All of this persona you have acquired based on your circumstances and your attempt to adapt as peacefully as possible to your surroundings.
Now you can understand why this stage has taken a while and why it needs to be thorough
For your willingness to release comes in stages. 
To the extent you are willing to release
Is the extent you are willing and able to align with who you truly are. 
Seeing this will get you further ahead
And deeper in your quest. 
Take time to evaluate 
What is truly important to you
Who are you really
What are your true dreams
How would you like your life to be
And what you feel is your life purpose
Ask your angels for clarity and higher guidance
Leave room
For signs, messages to appear 
Create space for free-flowing 
Day dreaming and imagination 
A limitless space in which true soulful inspiration enters. 
That will be your guidance 
For your dreams
Who you truly are. 
Let go of all the limits and critics
All that bounded you to ‘reality’ 
And give room to nourishing
The true reality
Of who you are. 

Come to the edge

We have been in limbo For a while now
Stretched out of our comfort zone
More and more
It is feeling very destabilizing 
We are
Reaching our limit of patience and frustration
Leaving behind what we know 
Not knowing or understanding what will our lives turn into or when
What is happening? 
Anxiety levels may arise
And perhaps you are tempted to find comfort in old unhealthy habits 
That is Not where you should be going
Come, come to the edge

Come to the edge,” he said.
“We can’t, we’re afraid!” they responded.
“Come to the edge,” he said.
“We can’t, We will fall!” they responded.
“Come to the edge,” he said.
And so they came.
And he pushed them.
And they flew.

Guillaume Apollinaire

Can you hear the Divine whisper in your ears?
You are being asked to stretch further
Into this zone
Of complete unknown 
Totally shedding 
All that is false 
To where you find your pure Divine self
That is the place from which 
You will build anew
How far are you willing to go
To be able to reach that point?
How committed and dedicated are you? 
How much do you really understand the importance of what needs to go?
Your signs of clarity will be each time you feel more pure, more true to self, more aligned with source, empowered in a sacred way.
Nothing can compare to this feeling
And these are your indicators on your path. 
What else do you need to release?
What else are you pulled to do to connect and align more with your pure higher self?
You have been feeling the nudges
Perhaps dismissed them
Maybe you are exhausted and confused 
Wanting to see more confirmations
But the truth is
You are to reach a higher level of trust
In yourself 
Your intuition 
Your connection with source
This is where you master that
And find your comfort In the discomfort 
For you are In the midst
Of creating
Your new structure
You are
In fact
At this very moment Being reborn
Here, in the struggles
Of pushing through
What IS
And what IS NOT
Is where you Rekindle your soul
And it’s true wisdom
Move through this passage
Like a caterpillar wiggling it’s way
Out of the dark comfortable cocoon 
Wiggle through
As at times
The light may seem hidden
And yet in your heart
There is the Knowing
No need for confirmations
Trust yourself 
Trust your own Sacred Purposeful Creation
Your own Divine connection 
And Destiny
Trust your core being
Listen carefully 
On what is truly important 
Let go of all distractions 
Comfort and Nurture yourself
And grow through this passage 
To become the butterfly you are meant
To Be

Radical self acceptance

You may be feeling very agitated and tense.
We are going through a clearing of another deeper level of density.
Agitation within, lack of patience, lack of compassion for oneself first and foremost, as for others, lack of acceptance of self All this is playing out at the moment for you to see what has been lingering within, creating blockages to your blossoming.
If you look carefully into this energy and what it brings up for you, you will be able to see the origins of why you are holding this energy.
You can now also see how harmful it is and how it disturbs your alignment with your higher self and your natural, healthy, harmonious, creative flow.Use this time wisely 
Do a lot of deep breathing 
Anything and everything
That calms you
Soft mild bodywork, stretches, walk 
To release stored tension in the body
Inner connecting
Asking for higher guidance 
And allowing clarity
This too shall pass
But make it worth it
Make it work for you
Delve more into self 
And your makings
Radical acceptance, compassion 
For all that you are
And all your efforts on your path
This kind of total acceptance
That you may have not received 
From anyone else
That you are able to grant 
Yourself today
Will help you achieve the peace
You’re looking for
Losing all the criticism
That was not yours to begin with
You came here pure
With the best intentions 
And that is where
You want to be
Leaving behind
Unnecessary baggage 
Acquired from others
You are returning 
To your purity
And to your truth, Your individuality, 
Your personal unique 
And letting go of this restrictive energy
Will free you
And give you more courage and confidence 
To become who you truly are
And allow others to do the same 

Loss-turning pain into gain

You may be experiencing separations, souls who have crossed over and/or who are about to.
Soul contracts are ending at this time. 
The pain you feel shows the depths of your sensitivity
It is inevitable and important to move through your emotions 
There were shared experiences 
Some of which may even have been bitter but some joyful
Some contracts were full of struggle 
And now you see more of the beauty
That was also present
And tend to hold on
For as difficult as it may have been 
It became your world
The way you knew it
And as much as you wished to break free
And fly higher
You felt bound
These contracts seemed to have designed who you are
But that is exactly the point of their ending 
For this state of who you are
Is not the real you
But a limiting version
And as long as you kept interacting
Within these relationships 
The dynamics have held you down
Unable to accomplish
The higher version of yourself
You are meant to fly so much higher
And expand to your full potential
As you enter a higher dimension
These souls were not meant nor ready
To enter at this time
This is where the contracts end
And new ones will take place for you
To co-create within the heights of your innate capacities.
These limitations in which you were held
Were part of soul lessons 
But you hold within you so much more
Bursting to be activated 
So you can fully express 
Who you truly are
As you stand at the gate
You feel bitter sweet 
You can’t wait to finally fly higher
You’ve been waiting for this moment 
For so long
But at the same time
You can’t help but feel bad 
For those you feel You are leaving behind 
The truth is
They too will be moving onwards
In their own journey
Towards their own enlightenment
And freedom. 
Their pace and journey
Are designed according to their own needs, willingness and capabilities
We all come from the same creation
And we are all headed towards the light 
We are all headed the same way
There is no real loss
We have shared experiences. 
This is the moment
To find and express
Appreciation and gratitude 
For all we’ve shared and learned
The good and the bad
For all of it served us in so many ways
All of it made you Into what you are today
Carrying treasures
You can now offer to others
On the continuation
Of your journey
Cherish it all
This is a moment 
You have waited for
Your life is about to change Upside down
Or rather
Downside up! 
Everything is about to shift
To accommodate and enable
Your full Divine expression. 
Your past
Is a gift
Treat it as such
But free it
So it too
Can shift and expand
Just like you
Dont hold on so tight
To the version of these souls as well
Allow them
To find their way
To grow and become better,
More authentic Versions of themselves. 
Our existence Is fluid, ever changing and evolving. 
Perhaps this chapter seemed long
And seemed to accustom you to stagnancy
But life is about expansion 
And even within this time 
There have been so many
Subtle changes occurring in you
That have enabled in fact
Your growth and readiness 
For this bigger change 
Bless your experiences 
Bless all souls involved
Free them and free yourself
To become who you were meant to be
And blossom 

Freeing yourself from fear

You may feel you are coming to your edge time and time again triggering existential fears only to be able to fully release them and find the divine being you are within that trusts itself and it’s celestial team fully
Knowing you are here for a purpose that cannot be evoked by outside forces and you shall not be deterred from your designated path. 
It is at that point you shall feel your freedom and connect with your full innate power to carry forth your divine presence and purpose. 
Your greatness resides in your ability to surrender and rise back up shedding old skin again and again until what remains of you is your pure sacred seed. 

Today much of the illusionary veil has lifted for you
This is a result of your hard work and dedication to the path of light. 
You are now able to look at all things through higher consciousness, through your higher self. 
What you have perceived before as intimidating you see now with a clearer vision of understanding, discernment and compassion. 
You have no longer the need to cling to fear
You know your value and power 
You know the truth and powers of the universe 
You understand all that is
Has higher meaning
You understand 
There is no more need to fear
You release

Another chance for peace

These days you may have an exquisite opportunity to reconcile with your past.
You will have to move through your emotions and not block or bypass them
For they are your gateway to freedom. 
You may have thought things were healed and done but the mere presence of some difficulty may show what is still stuck for you. Stay present in this experience and flow with trust this is for your benefit. Somehow you will get to see your perception soften with more understanding, compassion and forgiveness for others as for yourself. 
Something within you will be able to let go more and see how holding onto this has been blocking your life and deterring you from the evolution of your true self. 
It is time to say goodbye to the past and what has been holding you back. It is time to see there has been beauty 
As well as difficult lessons that have taught you so much. 
All of it has been a gift and should be appreciated as such
These were souls who have convened to act out certain scenarios with you for lessons of evolution and now will be moving on. You have a whole new chapter in front of you
And this truly needs to be cleared without any dense residue but in peace
So that you can be fully open to the unfolding of your higher self and vocation. 
Take the time needed to contemplate, move through emotions and resolve this
So you can be free and open to your next step of evolution. 
Offer gratitude to this chapter, the souls involved, to the universe, your spirit team who have supported you through some very challenging times, and to yourself 
For being brave, doing your best, being strong and above all staying as best you could in the light within some very dark moments. 
The Universe salutes you and is happy to take you to greater heights
once your able to dissolve any lingering residue and reach a closing of a cycle in total peace. 

Special Encounter

We are within the energy of a very important portal of 10.10
We are in the last trimester of the year
And also currently within mercury retrograde. 
Though this has been an ongoing theme for a while, at the moment this may be further accentuated. 
You may be experiencing dreams and/or visions in which you get to review your life and see all kinds of situations that did not work out for you. 
Interactions in which you may have felt you gave your all whole heartedly and yet others could not respond the same and perhaps some situations in which you yourself might not have acted in ways you would expect of yourself. 
All these were to teach you lessons and bring you back to alignment with the truth of your creation, with your true self. 
Bit by bit as you work out these pieces of your puzzle and what each piece meant to you, you are given the opportunity to Align back to self. If you have been doing this work diligently you now have reached the possibility to encounter and align with your higher self.
Hopefully, by now you will have acknowledged and even worked in some way with your spiritual team of angels and guides and they will always escort and support you as they have been assigned to do so, but now that you have reached a new level of awareness, understanding and mastering of your lessons, you are able to ‘meet’ your higher self and work to gradually align with your highest form of creation and your divine purpose here on earth.
This is very exciting, for you have reached an important milestone.
This is also such an important era in which you planned to be here and assist with the major evolution of this planet. This is why you had to go through so many hard lessons. They were all designed to carve and prepare you for your upcoming role. 
Every single bit of it had meaning and higher purpose and you are beginning to see how it all fits in.
With that awareness 
Stretch taller, higher, deeper
Reach the highest version of you
The person
You always wished you could be
Your higher self
It is the inner knowing
Of your creation’s truth
Bring in all those glimpses
Of visions
And aspirations
All those insights, dreams
Hopes and visions
Look within
Create some sacred, quiet, quality time
In which you Get to encounterY
our higher version
Of self
Make the encounter, the connection 
Interact with that higher version of self
Allow space to envision
Connect the parts that you know and sense
And allow
The other parts to fill in
Release prior fears and doubts
And allow this process
For it is precious
And crucial
For your higher purpose
In fact
What is highly important at this time
Is to release all your old baggage
Of these past experiences 
And any residue of negative feelings and energies
For this sacred process to take place
This is why it has taken so long 
To the extent you are willing to release 
This will be the extent you will be able to move into your new role and life. 
Be gentle and have compassion 
For some things take time
It is a complex process
But as you release
All the density and negativity 
From your surroundings 
And from within
You are able
To open your petals To the soft glistening sun
And Rise to
The essence and role
Of who you are meant to BE

Change course

We are within the energy of the New Moon and heading towards a very important portal on the 10.10.
Now is the time we get to master our vibration and keep it high in order to be able to pass into the 5th dimension world upon us.
You may be triggered to feel discouraged and or any sort of negativity.
But if you tune in carefully, after all you’ve gone through and learned, you will see that you are totally capable of harnessing your energy and directing it as you choose. It is tempting to fall back into old comfortable patterns, but we already know they don’t lead us anywhere good, definitely not exciting.
The adventure at the moment is to finally see what we’re truly made of, and with the boost of new assistance coming in, we get to discover so much more about our power and capabilities. The choice then becomes clearer, Either to continue to act and respond to challenging energies in the same old way of defeat, or we become aware of our creative power and life force, pushing beyond whatever seems to pull us down
Towards whatever lifts us UP. 
The million and one ways how to do this Is where your unique divinity comes into play. 
You can always ask for guidance and assistance from your Celestial team and of course helpers in the physical But your Angels are also leaving you a bit to find your resources, using your own ‘light print’. 
Keep yourself based in nurturing your well being and from there you can find it. 

Use your creative power

The structures which we have known
Which our lives have been built upon
Are now crumbling
This has been a gradual process
One that has brought discomfort 
But that is essential for us to rebuild
On healthier values 
And solid ground 
All that we have known Needs to be questioned 
And re evaluated
Nothing is to remain the same 
We must also question ourselves 
And see
What needs to go
And what needs to be rebuilt anew
These days as we review our past
We have the opportunity to see how certain thoughts and acts have created realities we wish we could erase. 
Look to your thoughts as tools of power 
Check yourself out when you complain criticize, hold resentment or any other negative energy. Is this the energy you wish to nurture and propel forward into your life and into the world? 
Think and act wisely Weigh your every word Your every thought
Your every action and reaction 
For your initial thought
Carries energy You have the power 
To choose and create
The energy You wish to direct
And if negative energy 
Has been directed towards you
Or you may have absorbed it
In any way
You have the power
To stop it right then and there
And transmute it
Into better energy 
For the benefit of all
Stopping it from affecting you
And stopping it from further affecting us all
Through you. 
You have that power 
We all have that power 
And if we have learned 
Anything From all the hurt we all have gone through It should be to
Take serious responsibility
For our energy 
And that starts
With our thoughts. 
You also have the power To choose 
The energies You absorb
By choosing wisely 
To the best of your ability 
The company you keep 
The people you interact and create with
As well as interactions and information 
You absorb through media and social platforms. 
Pay attention to your energy 
Every time you have, 
Even and especially, 
Absorbed negativity
Through other sources. 
Leave nothing to chance. 
Be the powerful creator
You were created to be
Use discernment and healthy boundaries 
To enable you to nurture that which you wish to create For yourself 
And for us all

Cleaning the slate

More visions from the past come up for review.
What could of, would of, should of been. 
A different perspective on certain situations is offered to you. 
Insights on how things occurred How others have acted, how you have acted, how Perhaps they or/and you could have acted better. 
It may cause some discomfort knowing you cannot go back and fix things. 
But there is still great importance to these new revelations in understanding better about others, about yourself, about your past and what you needed to learn, what needed to change, what has already changed, how much you’ve grown from then and what still may need to change.
If we give into the flow, if we are dedicated to the path, we are eternally learning, growing, evolving.
Stopping to review
Seeing things with compassion
For ourselves and others
Expressing regret 
Even if within
Understand that perhaps some people are also expressing regret to you within
Forgiving others
And ourselves 
For with
Sincere Intentions
Our energy brings
Growth to all
Send gratitude and love
To situations 
To be sealed
In healing for all involved
These are important moments For us to be able to Clean the past
Move forward Without any uncomfortable weight
And recreate ourselves and our future Based on all we’ve learned
For the highest benefit of all.